Trauma Junkie

from I4NI by Orphan Grinder

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I'm not the person that I wanted to be, somethings inside of me
There's someone else inside my head.

There's a darkness in the pit of my soul, I think it wants control
I think it wants inside my brain, MY BRAIN!

Cut me once watch me bleed
Cut me twice it's all I need
I guess I'm just a Trauma Junkie

Make it Hurt, make me feel
only pain makes it real
I guess I'm just a Trauma Junkie

I Can't keep hiding from the things that I've done, and now I'm on the run
Only this time it's for real

There's a Demon in the back of my mind, it may be hard to find,
but it's hungry and it wants more, IT WANTS IT ALL!

Cut me once watch me bleed
Cut me twice it's all I need
I guess I'm just a Trauma Junkie

Make it Hurt, make me feel
only pain makes it real
I guess I'm just a Trauma Junkie

Take me in, Break me down
Break me in, take me down

Subdue me, Review me
See through me like you knew me
Undo me, Renew me
force your hate and fears into me

Sedate me medicate me
sacrifice my life to save me
create me, reinstate me
watch the world eviscerate me.

Cut me once watch me bleed
Cut me twice it's all I need
I guess I'm just a Trauma Junkie

Make it Hurt, make me feel
only pain makes it real
I guess I'm just a Trauma Junkie

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from I4NI, released December 31, 2009

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